New song : selfish

Seeing each other for the first time in a year,

Happy to see each other, everythings all clear

but the week passes you're sick of me

Answering texts with one word heartbreakers,

ignoring me anyway you can

and it breaks me to the core

You think everythings all good,all right,

Ignoring everything in your perfect heart

you need all the friends you can get.

selfish from the very start

Knowing you're perfect in so many ways,

you use that knowledge to play your own games

and once in a while why dont you take a look around

You think everythings all good,all right,

Ignoring everything in your perfect heart

you need all the friends you can get.

selfish from the very start

Booo!

Scared you didn't I.Omg it's been so long, i've been so slack.

So lets go... what have I been up to??? :
working at the brisbane show

going to Europe--yessss europe people!!!!

crying -- too much...having to break up relationships and the like, lets stop talking now :)

SO yesss, eating is going pretty crappily :( Just been trying to eat healthily for now :)

When i was working at the ekka (brisbane show) i lost like 5 kilos in the 10 days which was pretty awesome. :D but then of course it came back on.

I also had a bit of a phase a couple of months ago where i tried to live on practically nothing, like i know its not

good to try and starve yourself but hey what the harm in trying... well everything :P. So DONT do it!! XD

BUt in better news this month has been pretty amazing! I went to London and Paris :D

Pics ahead!!!!.

hey. new blog

hellooo. omg i know its been ages

i have a new blog.. about food =D YAY
FOLLOW!!!! =)
http://www.foodconfessionsthenewera.blogspot.com

oh i guess i should explain what i've been doing for the past couple of months.
ummmm. uni. clubbing for the first time. music. friends
basically thats it. i still go through stages of weight loss haha

plus im going to london and paris in like 2 months. so super excited.

ciaoo!!!
candice

Wisdom tooth experience

hey guys long time no write..oops sorry
anyway im back at uni today its 9am to 9pm...argggghhhh im already exhausted.

so im sure you've all heard of those wisdom tooth horror stories. so i figured i'd tell mine step by step to hopefully put you at ease if you need yours out :)
so first of all my wisdom teeth have been bugging me for ages about a year or so...like they would randomly hurt all along my jaw :( depressing..anyway so dentist finally decides shes gonna take them out.. YAY FOR THAT!!!!
so i get to the dentist.....
first of all they did a little filling that needed to be redone without any anaesthetic. it didnt hurt at all :)
ok onto wisdom teeth. first of all they have to totally numb you..so bassically the same as any filling. except two injections where they have to numb from the roof of your mouth. uncomfortable yes painful no. and arghhhhh it tastes sooooo gross. thought i was gonna be sick. but i wasnt :)

ok so they check everythings completely numb. i had to get a few more injections..dont be afraid to ask for more if you can feel anything at all!!!!! so she starts....with my upper right... she gets pliar things i think i wasnt looking. and gets the other person in the room to hold my head in position. she gets hold of the tooth and just pushess for about 2 minutes. and then she says its out...i was like woaaaaaah that was easy. i felt no pain at all just pressure... now onto the left tooth which had a little infection so it was way harder to numb. she did the same thing just pushed but she had to wiggle this one around a bit it took about twice as long around 10 minutes..no pain again...

so then i had gauze in my mouth.. arggggh..the appointment was meant to take an hour and a half took around 20min. so then i just phoned mum to pick me up :)

make sure you have painkillers on hand at home. because when the numbness wears off owwwwwwwwwwwwww. i had nurofen...and like half a panadeine...
the worst thing is not being able to eat especially if you have two out on opposite sides.cause u cant chew on either side grrrr.

well its day 5 now and i can eat like anything at the moment. YAY. i have a tiny bit of jaw pain but nothing compared to what is was before the teeth got pulled.

it really isnt that big of a deal as people make it out to be.... so relax =D

ok im going to bed. im exhausted from uni already and have another early start...oooooh on the plus side i lost 1.2kg in the last 2 weeks =D

January to do list

lets see if this happens. theres some little things in here. that arent totally important but here goes

• make dentist appointment - go to dentist
• choose times for uni
• get a job
• get down to 84.9 kilos ( im 87.5 at the moment.)
• eat healthier
• use wii fit plus dads new home gym :)
• study for accounting. PASS accounting exam
• catch up with bridgette/rachel. and candice/matt. and plan to catch up with taneka and jess
• learn the single ladies dance
• write new song
• learn one song on the piano
• be more accepting of people
• keep room reasonable clean
  

BOOOOOOO

scared you. did i? haha
so christmas is over huh and another year is nearly over. havent really accomplished much weight wise. but i just got a wii fit and it is soo fun

Omg i found the song that describes my life..
Where are you now ........ Honor Society
To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
Where are you now

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
Sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
Where are you now

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now

Where are you now
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who came
Who we're there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
They'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be how I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

i dont really have much to update you on or i cant be bothered lol
but i love you all
hope you an awesome chrissy!
xxxxxxx
candice

hellooo

hey guys =)
i have a cold at the moment. omg forgot how incredibly annoying they are gahhh i feel gross.
anyway havent been doing much. just been hanging out with friends, writing songs and working on this awesome project.
cant tell anyone what it is yet. but it is amazing and i've met some awesome people out of it =)
so hi to my fav new person, ella =D
and going to melbourne on friday hopefully this stupid cold goes by then

oh stan won idol. congrats to him. the winners single is really catchy =D nathan shouldve won though =)

the cats just gone crazy sprinting around the house hahahaha

im gonna go load up on some pseudoephedrine lol =)


love u guys =)
xxxxx
candice